I don’t believe that there’s anything wrong with people who don’t want marriage or
serious relationship. Marriage isn’t for everyone neither is love. Love is a questionable word that has been thown around way too much and used as an excuse for terrible things such as stalking, obsessiveness, and murder.
Then there are those who are so judgemental to the idea of you not believing in relationships or marriage that they think you’re completely wrong and that you’re bitter or haven’t found the one. Because you’re not doing as they do, just like religion it makes people crazy. You believe or you don’t, you like The Rolling Stones over The Beatles…. who the fuck cares? Apparently a lot of people become bothered by this. I mean sex is great and should be a sport. Emotions other than the moment can ruin it terribly and then sex becomes a burden. If someone sleeps around in a non misleading way then what’s the problem?…..others insecurity thats the problem. Jealousy that’s the problem. Envy that’s the problem. The fact that some people believe that they own others or that what they imagine in their head to be is the way it is for everyone. You meet somebody and the attractions heavy so you put the pieces of the puzzle together and it was Good ahhhh Great even, but soon after there’s talk of making pans to go do this or we should go here and just more shit than needs to be said at the present time. I mean you’re taking the condom off and they’re planning your wedding.
I mean…me personally I’ve seen a lot of potential and great personalities get snuffed out by relationships. It amazes me how possessive people can be and how much energy is thrown in that direction. Let’s say you’re with someone and you think they might be lying to you or cheating on you, than why be with that person? Why waste some much of your time or maybe it has alot to do with your own issues and it’s not fair to harrass your lover and burden them with you shit, either way it doesn’t work and I hate when they say “but I love him” then why rifle through his shit? why tell him who he can and can’t talk to? why hold him down from just being a part of life. Time changes constantly and so do humans….except for those who fear change, the ones who shackle themselves and try to do the same to the one they obsess over.
I’ve seen people sit in borrowed cars to stalk their other half, call there jobs to see if they’re at work when they said they were going to be, friend all of their friends on the internet and not to mention spending endless hours sifting through facebook pages and myspace pages to see who they might be talking to.
Relationships? No, not for me. Not at this time. People are SCARY……… I’ve had girls say they were with me that never were. I’ve had a one time hook up with a friend about 10 years ago still come around to my girlfriends at the time and she would tell them that we were together and that of course would make trouble and strain the goodtime. Why? why do people feel the need to bring up such things? Because they thought a blowjob was something so much more. I met her boyfriends and never mentioned such things and actually was forgotten about.
Another girl from around the same time line(years ago) we met at a show and hung out a few times it was cool I thought to myself we could have a relationship even though she had a kid and one day she moved away really with out word, and eventually I started receiving letters in the mail from her from California on how she moved there to try to work things out with her child’s father but it was a mistake and she wanted me to be with her, any way that didn’t go as planned. Now she lives back in NY and she’s talking to mutual people in our life saying that we didn’t work out because I wanted to have a kid with her and she wasn’t that into me. Again why? She tells this to my sons mother. What’s the purpose? Why spend time on this? Is it to validate her own self worth by storyboarding a relationship between us that was never there? My sons mother who herself stalks me and my friends online, Invades my privacy every corner I turn. Now they’re both friends with each other meanwhile my sons mother fought with me about knowing her anymore and argued with me because that girl ran into me at my place of work. My sons mother fights with me about my choices in the past and present as if any of that matters since we are not together and haven’t been for a very long time. I find it suffocating and a waste of time to spend so much energy stalking, cutting someone down, and being spiteful. Why degrade my existence? To gather sympathy?
(Source: myspace.com)
